Waiting On the World to Change

People continue to wait and hope that one day the world will change around them. Who are they trying to kid? They think that the world will just mold around them like playdoh or cling wrap. None of us can see the difference between what is reality and what is unrealistic. Whoever said that the world will change to better suit a person's life was seriously wrong. We are the ones who have to break and bend to suit the world not the other way around. I was one of these people who honestly believed that the world had to figure me out and just go my pace, but I have learned this has and never will be the case.
I spent too many years waiting on everybodyelse to change for me to figure out my combination to my lock to figure me all out. I'm one of the most closed off people that anybody will ever meet. Some girl that I just met not too long ago honestly told me that I was like a brick wall and that I show no emotions whatsoever. It goes to show you don't have to be friends with me for years to figure out that I'm not very open person. No matter what the case may have been I just could never express how I was feeling face to face except for a select few of my close friends and even to some of them I held back. But this is the moment...the now...this is where it all changes. This is where I break down all the walls to my inner castle. This is where I continue to change myself to become a better friend, aunt, sister, daughter, role model, and a child of God.  This is where I stop sitting waiting on the world to change because this is where I start changing for the World...My World.